September 2009
1 post
Laugh In My Face.
I don’t often write in this. Maybe I should, it’s a great way of venting out certain things I can’t/won’t actually say to peoples faces. Or maybe opinons, beliefs, life in general.
I want to start out with college. College is going well, better than I expected - I started 2 weeks ago tomorrow, and already on the actual first day I made instant friends with everyone. Now...
August 2009
2 posts
Ben Kinsella, here's to you.
I’ve decided to sit down and write this today because I feel the need to.
I have so many things to say on the subject, I feel at least some of my opinions should be known.
On the 29th June 2008 16-year-old British boy Ben Kinsella was brutally stabbed
three colored men. Stabbed why? even though he did nothing wrong?
no one quite knows.
From what I’ve read and heard, he was...
Let's get a couple things straight..
So as I’m getting older, I’m starting to realize why little things, play a big part in everybody’s lives. How important Money is and the fact Love can be so harsh. Going back merely a few years, I couldn’t even comprehend how important money was. I’d want the latest barbie doll, or the latest iPod - anything that made me look cool and rich. I also had a next door...
July 2009
4 posts
Listen
I guess you could call this a public apology?
Play the song whilst reading this. Sammy, I’ve been reading your tweets. I didn’t kick you to the curb for a bunch of drunken friends. Those friends were my friends all while I knew you. They’re all from dance school. I didn’t kick you to the curb for anyone. I left you because I knew that come within a few weeks, I wouldn’t be on the internet, hardly ever. What with...
I never meant to hurt you, I never wanted us to end. I never knew what I was in for until I pressed send. You’re my whole world and yet you’ll never know. Completely oblivious from the word go. You said you were happy you said you were glad. Now I look back on it I guess it’s kind of sad. I ended everything we had, because of paranoia. Didn’t think you really loved me,...
June 2009
3 posts
True Story.
”what you doin’ here..?” He asked, bewildered at the fact his ex was standing right in front of him in the most unexpected place - a bicycle store. ”My..dad needed something for the car, and this place did it…” she replied. She looked at his t-shirt, recalling it was the same t-shirt she last saw him in. ”What are you doing here?” she asked back....
Indescribable.
That’s exactly how I feel. I’m every emotion rolled into one.
Happy as ..well I just counted my blessings and I have a lot more than many people.
Sad because everything is going wrong right now.
Angry because something I put my all into, went to waste.
So many things roaming in my head right now that I can’t possibly roll into words. But I’ll try anyway. It should be...
Help Me.
On the 29th June 2008 - a young boy named Ben Kinsella, was just 16-years-old when he was brutally stabbed by three black men after celebrating the end of his exams on a night out with friends. He was attacked for no reason. He was walking home as he was attacked. He walked home with a blood splattered shirt, but sadly, did not make it all the way home and collapsed on the sidewalk. There, he...
May 2009
2 posts
Like It or Not.
Can’t quite get this all. Is this just one stupid game to you? Stranger things have happened but you know, I feel there was something between us. You looked in my eyes, knew right there and then this wasn’t right, ‘this is as good as it gets’ but I went with my instincts and trusted you. Now it’s all thrown back in my face. One way or another I will find you one way...
I Don't Belong Here
See I told you now it’s better, can’t be anywhere else but here but to be honest I wouldn’t have it any other way. Told you shoot for the stars, tricked out mansions and whacked out cars just my life, just the way I like it. Something fun, something sweet either way it can’t get - any better than this. Somethings hit me my life has changed somethings struck me I must be...
April 2009
4 posts
Old Friends && Bed
Talking to old friends is truly heart warming <3. You realize all the good times you had. Two of mine, Katherine and Ruby. Both friendships ended on, not-so-good terms. But we still managed to find eachother on myspace and, we started talking again. Katherine - ah man. We just relived tons of memories, from when we first met to when we last saw eachother. It was lovely having that trip down...
I Am So Lazy.
Just woke up and it’s like, 3 in the afternoon. GO ME!
My Mums pretty annoyed, we’re supposed to be moving next weekend into a new house and the agency said it won’t be ready then…so we’re kinda shit outta luck right now!
Watched a Mitchell Davis video, ‘First / Cut Your Hair / Less Than Three’ ah man. That guy is God, I swear. How is he so energetic!?...
MySpace
Is down. I’m not enjoying this. At all.
Worth Every Second.
”Listen to me, ok? you’re beautiful, funny, and you’re actually different than most girls. now being different may cause some guys not to like you. But they don’t deserve you. You’re great. It’ll work out.” Recently, I’ve suffered heartbreak. I fell for someone, hard. But they just wanted to be friends. It hurt like hell. That quote up there? From...
March 2009
1 post
Tough.
So..
things are quite tough right now. Somehow, music seems to make everything better. But then I was thinking… Don’t fool yourself with games of love..
doesn’t that say it all? Someone that: cares enough to check on me when I’m gone ;; someone that’ll shower we with cute text messages saying the same heartwarming<33 things over & over again ;; [&yet...
February 2009
6 posts
Okay so in my head everythings perfect
but in reality, everythings crap. I’ve been sick the past few days, just found out I’m asthmatic. But that’s not what’s bugging me..
I hate how, one person can never like just one person. They always have to like half a dozen. I’m not talking like, I’m talking into. Thing is, when you’re fifteen and someone says they love you, you’re gonna...
“Believe in yourself and all that you are.”
It's for the Best!
I give up on guys all together.
“All the things that make you blow,
hell no reason go on and scream
If...”
– Details in the Fabric - Jason Mraz
Why do I love someone who doesn’t love me in return? Why do I cry over someone who didn’t hurt me? Why do I always think about him, when he’s never thought about me? Why do I always wait for him, when he has never waited for me? Why do I see him but he doesn’t see me? Tell me why?
Pretty deep, huh? yeah tell me about it. It’s true though. Today was pretty good.
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Everything && Nothing?
Have you ever loved? Have you ever liked? Have you ever said ‘I Love You’, and meant it? Have you ever made an acquaintance - and stayed good friends with them? Have you ever let your imagination take over? Have you ever danced in the rain, and let the raindrops wash all your problems away?
Have you ever felt everything and nothing - at the same time?
I have.
I once made the mistake...